I'm sorry...

[Sinfully Wicked]

I don’t know where to start, but ill try starting at the beginning. Last night/early hours of the morning I found out that we had lost out Twin babies and I got incredibly upset, now I know people go through this everyday but still, it makes you upset no matter who you are. I think after losing our baby earlier this year when we had gone so far through the pregnancy didn’t help either.

I bottled up a lot of anger and upset from that, I was destroyed when we lost him. When I found out we was pregnant with Twins I was really happy, we both was, over the moon but we was cautious from what happened before.

My band snapped and I seen red and I was on a war path and nothing or no one could stop me. I said something in chat to some people which was bang out of order and I just want to make personal and public apology. I’m sorry. - you know who you are.

As for the rest of the chatters who was in there at the time I’m also sorry for my outburst.

This is no excuse for what I done, but after losing 3 babies within a year, my floodgates broke – I’m only human and as most of you are well aware I say it how it is, there’s no beating around the bush.

I do want to thank the peple that i have talked to and helped us through this - you know who you are and i appriciate that.

Again I’m sorry for my reactions

Thank you

Lee aka Sin

 

[Mark]

Sorry to hear it Bro

If you two need anything - Don't hesitate to ask ....

 

[BlazeDomains]

You are such an asset to this forum. I for one and everyone else should understand and have sympathy and say prayers for you and Sharon.

You rock on dude.

 

[Don]

Sin...

Was a little shocked/confused yesterday... but no hard feelings.

Can't imagine what you two must be going through. If you need anything at all, just holler.

GD.

 

[spaggle]

Don't know what happened, but I'm sorry about your loss.

 

[Joe]

Sin! :O!
omg
*hugs sin and sharon*

man.. if i'd known that at 2am this morning i would of atleast let you stay up until 3 instead

if you ever wanna talk, you know how good i am at listening and laughing at the right times :p

:lol:
i really do hope you can one day have a child and have a fab. time coz lets be honest they rock and you deserve one (or two hehe)
you're such a great guy, and i am sure many of us wish our dads were as cool as you - me included :D

if you ask me, you have every right to of been angry and frustrated and any other bloomin' emotion you wanted to be! No one in the world should have to go through what you went through.. and you've been through it twice, and you bounce right back.
if thats nto respectable, i dont no what is.

jack says he is really sorry to hear this

well what can i say...
good luck for the future sin and sharon and remember..
grieving is part of the healing
i'm here to support you both in whatever way you want me too

speak soon

kind regards,
Joe

 

[jeter4982]

I'm very sorry for your loss. If you need anything, just let us know - we are here for you.

Tom

 

[Lyte]

Sin and Sharon, I'm so sorry for your loss! We will pray for you. *hugs*

Lyte

 

[Morph]

Hay, if you ever need anything to talk to or just let your emotion out, even if it means screaming at me, you are more than welcome to.

 

[Virgil]

I'm sorry to read about your loss. I can relate, so my thoughts and my wife's are with both of you right now.

 

[dgridley]

My condolences on your tragic loss..

 

[DomainBELL]

Just allow yourselves time to grieve... take some time for yourselves without work pressures... if you believe in the power of prayer - it HELPS... and put one foot infront of the other... you'll get through all this sadness... tragedies are a part of life... they are tough.... but they will help you both appreciate the sweet times even more...

~DomainBELL (Patricia)





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[RageD]

Really sorry to hear it, that is a great loss. That has to be the hardest thing to go through in anyones life. I'm sorry man. Time heals all wounds --- Don't forget it.

-RageD

 

[weblord]

my condolences on your lost, it's such a tough act from a tough guy like you to say "sorry" i salute you. hang tough big guy.

 

[Michelle]

Big hugs,,, you both know that

 

[.X.]

My sincere condolences to both of you,A tradgic loss,I would have reacted the same way...You are both great friends to me...Godbless both of you,My prayers are with you both.

 

[Kenny]

SW and Ms. Tucci,

So much to say but cant find words.

Peace,
Cyberian

EDIT: btw bro, it takes a strong man to admit his errors no matter how justified they may seem. You are that man.
And sorry is all I can get out, still cant find the words... I'll just say I've been exactly where you are right now and it hurts to think about it still.

 

[briman1970]

Oh maaaan, GpdBiz loses his aunt and now this... I am so sorry to hear it Sin. I don't even know what to say really. Take a break from NP and domaining for a while. Go somewhere nice with your wife and take it easy for a few days. My prayers are with you both.

Brian

 

[NPQueen]

You know I love you both I wasn't there for whatever happened in the chatroom, but whatever it was I am in awe of you for taking the time to apologize, especially when you have so much going on. The nice thing about friends, it that we are your friends whether you are in a good mood or not. You have the support and love of so many of us here and the random outburst will never end a true friendship. I love you and I am sending all my prayers and healing wished to you and Sharon. :hearts: