firstly, please don't post negative crap.
i kind of feel better being able to open up to people i've never met before, i'm not looking for sympathy, just wanting to let alot out.
Firstly.
everyone in my family are fighting and one of my aunties is being really stuck-up and not coming to major family things like the wedding we had sunday night, not seing her mum and dad (especially since hes sick) not even attempting to call him or anything but contacting them when she needs something.
Next.
my Grandpa is really sick & went into the hospital today to have a operation on him to fix hes veins and that because of a heartattack he had in my room
it really scares me, then i received a call in class today, saying there going to bring him down to Melbourne, Victoria - Australia (he lives in country) to perform open heart surgery on him. the saddest thing of all is, he lives on a 40A farm and thats hes life, my grandma always wanted to sell it and get a town house, its been everything to him, now hes like, i want to sell up and everything, hes currently 73 and he'd be one of the most active 73 year olds you'll meet with the biggest heart in the world, it brings me to tears writing this, it would kill him to get rid of the farm but hes scared for hes life, we are also scared, he also is scaring us saying all this, if you'd met/known him you'd understand why this scares you, anyway, hes going to get hes test results in 1-2days then they shall bring him down here.
I wish my grandpa the best.
Thirdly
I've had alot more stuff happening in my life like being charged for offences that i never commited by a ex-girlfriend that i had, this was very stressful and still is stressing me, it has begun to effect my school grades and making school hell for me because the teachers arn't exactly being the nicest people to me at the moment even if i wasn't in the wrong.
thanks for reading.
Judge me or whatever, i just had to get that all out of my head.
i kind of feel better being able to open up to people i've never met before, i'm not looking for sympathy, just wanting to let alot out.
Firstly.
everyone in my family are fighting and one of my aunties is being really stuck-up and not coming to major family things like the wedding we had sunday night, not seing her mum and dad (especially since hes sick) not even attempting to call him or anything but contacting them when she needs something.
Next.
my Grandpa is really sick & went into the hospital today to have a operation on him to fix hes veins and that because of a heartattack he had in my room
it really scares me, then i received a call in class today, saying there going to bring him down to Melbourne, Victoria - Australia (he lives in country) to perform open heart surgery on him. the saddest thing of all is, he lives on a 40A farm and thats hes life, my grandma always wanted to sell it and get a town house, its been everything to him, now hes like, i want to sell up and everything, hes currently 73 and he'd be one of the most active 73 year olds you'll meet with the biggest heart in the world, it brings me to tears writing this, it would kill him to get rid of the farm but hes scared for hes life, we are also scared, he also is scaring us saying all this, if you'd met/known him you'd understand why this scares you, anyway, hes going to get hes test results in 1-2days then they shall bring him down here. I wish my grandpa the best.
Thirdly
I've had alot more stuff happening in my life like being charged for offences that i never commited by a ex-girlfriend that i had, this was very stressful and still is stressing me, it has begun to effect my school grades and making school hell for me because the teachers arn't exactly being the nicest people to me at the moment even if i wasn't in the wrong.
thanks for reading.
Judge me or whatever, i just had to get that all out of my head.
