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You ever wonder why things are SO hard? I mean really come on. Even when your trying your best to pick yourself off the floor and DO something to make your life better, theres always something that gets in the way.
For the past year or so Ive been reading all kinds of positive thinking books and stuff. And for awhile it was really working. I felt good. I didnt have any stress in my life. I was making good money. I was happy.
And in then in February the money stopped coming. The stress started coming back. Now I am very unhappy. Im trying. I really am. Im tyring to do everything and anything I can do to make myself happy. To get back on my feet again. To make money.
But as some genius reminded me the other day, it takes money to make money. Well then what if you just dont have money? Then what? im just so tired of life being like this. It always seems like in MY life there have always been UPS and DOWNS. And when im up. Its perfect. And when Im down.. it sucks buttons. Then you start stressing about everything. Okay I know, non industry posts. But this ties in so let it go eh. Im trying to get this wordpress blog thing going. And im trying to do this newsroom thing weblord said was good. The code? Wont work. So because I dont know code I feel like im getting punished. because now I cant get this stupid code on this stupid blog to make me some stupid money. Anxiety sucks!
Im just tired guys. I really am. Just say.. "Kris, its gonna be alright..." about 50 times. Okay minor vent. Now Im going to re-read this page for the 15th time http://codex.wordpress.org/Using_Javascript
and see if I can possibly understand it.
Peace
Kristi
For the past year or so Ive been reading all kinds of positive thinking books and stuff. And for awhile it was really working. I felt good. I didnt have any stress in my life. I was making good money. I was happy.
And in then in February the money stopped coming. The stress started coming back. Now I am very unhappy. Im trying. I really am. Im tyring to do everything and anything I can do to make myself happy. To get back on my feet again. To make money.
But as some genius reminded me the other day, it takes money to make money. Well then what if you just dont have money? Then what? im just so tired of life being like this. It always seems like in MY life there have always been UPS and DOWNS. And when im up. Its perfect. And when Im down.. it sucks buttons. Then you start stressing about everything. Okay I know, non industry posts. But this ties in so let it go eh. Im trying to get this wordpress blog thing going. And im trying to do this newsroom thing weblord said was good. The code? Wont work. So because I dont know code I feel like im getting punished. because now I cant get this stupid code on this stupid blog to make me some stupid money. Anxiety sucks!
Im just tired guys. I really am. Just say.. "Kris, its gonna be alright..." about 50 times. Okay minor vent. Now Im going to re-read this page for the 15th time http://codex.wordpress.org/Using_Javascript
and see if I can possibly understand it.
Peace
Kristi
