James

i am not looking for your attention, for your donations, for anything, i just want to get a lot of things out of my head i've got nobody, yes i probably do need a counsellor.
don't jump down my throat for posting this.
I usually keep my personal life out of things likes forums or friends.
The last few weeks of my life have been stressful, upsetting and its killing me and all my hopes and dreams, yes its apart of life, i know that, but at my age (14) i don't think i should have to go thro all of this.
For about 7-8years now, My mum has been fighting debits because of the Australian goverment, my mum isn't the only person suffering this, Nearly every year she has been charged for being "Overpaid" she has gone to court several times trying to sue them and overturn the decisions and not having to pay them back for there mistakes, i have researched this for my mum several times, I even spoke to a lawyer and found out that if "Child Support" make a mistake they are liable and have to pay for there own mistakes, my mum has been fined for about 10years, all ranging in about $4000-$6000, this begun to really kill my mum, considering she was studying to get a good job to support her, myself and my younger sister, I don't have my dad, Hes remarried, we have a great realstionship with him and i go up there alot and spend time with him, Today as My auntie, my grandpa and my grandma come down from the country because my grandpa is going into have surgery tomorrow to do with hes heart, as they were walking thro the door, exchanging hugs and kisses, the phone rung, mum answered the phone, went to her bedroom and come out 20minutes later, bursting out crying, She was having a massive fight with Child support, She "owes" them $8,000 for being "over-paid" and if she doesn't pay up she will have her pay taken, My mum currently works part time and is studying, i currently to work part time to give her money because she struggles, for the last 2 years i havn't got anything for my birthday or christmas because i know whats going on, my sister still recieves small things, i am under a lot of stress, i don't know who i can talk to, I am under a lot of stress for school, My sister, my cousin who i constantly worry about (he got shot awhile ago) My grandpa has surgery tomorrow, I'm going pretty bad at school, Mums hurting me even more, i hate seeing her like this, i'm crying right now writing this, I love my mum, i hate living like this, i now face another year with nothing, it hurts but i know my mum would do the world for me, I currently domain and all profit i make goes to my mum.
Sorry, i just needed to let it all out.
thanks for reading.

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ChrisChris

Sounds like things are really tough for you. I'm really sorry to hear about your problems

I suggest maybe having a chat to a counselor like you mentioned in the post. You could try the Kids Help Line (they are a free organisation). You can contact them on 1800 55 1800 or chat to them online at www.kidshelpline.com.au

Good luck Keep your head up

-Chris

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James

my head dropped about January this year

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God will never put more on you, than you can handle, If you believe in God, Pray. I will be praying for you and your family.

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